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Respect the silence.
Published on January 13, 2005 By dynamaso In Misc
“All the great pleasures of life are silent.”

Clemenceau

This is the quote on the bottom of the calendar for June 22nd 2005, which happens to be my birthday. I find it rather ironic given:

a. I’m a musician
b. I’ve just found out I will have to wear hearing aids for the rest of my life.

Having said this, I agree with the quote, in a lot of respects. We live in such a noisy world; sometimes it is really hard to appreciate quiet when we hear it.

In the past, I’ve lived in large cities, reasonably large towns and tiny hamlets. I’ve lived close to the ocean, in inland cities and in the desert. Of all the places I lived, none was quieter than the desert. This quiet is unusual because sounds one never really hears, like heartbeats and the rush of blood through veins, become noticeable. I spent close to three years in the desert and during this time lost the ability to be able to hear these things, as these sounds were replaced by the early stages of tinnitus. The shame of this is I loved sitting out in the desert, watching the stars and listening to my heart beating away.

My favourite noise, though, would have to be the sound of the ocean. When I have been able to live within hearing distance, I find a quality to this sound like no other. I feel much more relaxed and peaceful. I feel more able to cope with everyday matters and problems. It has such a calming affect on me. Recently, while staying in a holiday cabin very close to the ocean, I noticed something else as well. My tinnitus didn’t seem to be as pronounced as it usually is with the sound of the ocean in the background. Weird, huh? I don’t know why this is but I was really grateful for the break it provided.

Some more of my favourite sounds are of simple things, like rain on a galvanised roof, the purr of my cat and wind in the trees outside my bedroom window. I love hearing my wife sing as she cooks and the sound of her voice on the radio in the morning (she is a radio news journalist working for a large commercial station). I love the sound of thunder and lightning, the strum of a beautiful guitar and the giggles of my nieces and nephews as they play Playstation games. Sure, I may not be able to hear a lot of things, but I wonder just how important these things are, sometimes. I would far rather hear my favourite things than put up with some mindless cacophony. I think with the discovery, or should say diagnosis of my hearing problems, I’ve realised just how much is worth listening to and even more so, how much is not. What are some of your favourite sounds?

Comments
on Jan 13, 2005

June 22nd 2005, which happens to be my birthday.

My son's birthday is the day before yours...mines on the 16th.

 

I’ve just found out I will have to wear hearing aids for the rest of my life.

Aww, Maso...I am sorry, mate.  I dunno what else to say.

My favorite sounds....rain on the roof of my house.  I got to listen to that last night...it was really very peaceful. 

The sound of my husband breathing peacefully next to me in bed at night.

The little grunting, rooting sounds that newborn babies make.  There's really nothing like that.....

 

on Jan 13, 2005
Dharma,

My son's birthday is the day before yours...mines on the 16th.


The best people are born in June ; )

Thanks for your kind words. As I said in my previous post (My Holiday Season) I'm not sad or upset about my hearing problems. I see finding out as a positive. It means I can move forward, confidently knowing my hearing will improve, with the help of aids. Its all good.

Cheers,

Maso
on Jan 13, 2005
Although I love music, I'd have to say, currently, listening to my brother learn to play banjo when he comes over is quite an earsore. Yikes. I'll warn you all now. Encourage your loves ones to learn something else than banjo!

Sounds I love? Rain dripping through gutters. Rushing, shallow rivers. Campfires crackling. Fingerpicking on guitar. Wine being poured into a glass. The sound of my car actually starting...hehe...it's -6 degrees here with a windchill of -20 degrees!!
on Jan 13, 2005
I have had low grade Tinitis for about 10 years now. I blew my hearing out the exact same way.


on Jan 14, 2005
LL, I actually don't mind the sound of a well-played banjo. I'm sure if your brother continues his pursuit, he will eventually be making sounds you will actually enjoy. Be grateful he's not learning the tuba or trumpet or even worse, the drums. As for your car starting, well I never have the sorts of problems you do. At the moment it is a particularly pleasant 29 degrees celcius with a nice southerly breeze. Thanks for your reply.

Thatoneguyinslc: sorry to hear about your ears, man. I'm so used to my tinnitus now, I hardly notice it except at the times when I really don't want to notice it and then it is so present its impossible to ignore. We just don't realise how precious our senses are until we lose or damage one. I hope you're coping.

Cheers,

Maso
on Jan 23, 2005
Water running down a stream. Kinda peaceful and refreshing. I like the sound of the ocean too.
A bee's buzz.

Music - I like the flute.
on Jan 23, 2005
Oh, yeah, the sound of bees. Unfortunately, it is a sound I have a hard time hearing these days. It is such a lively sound as well. In keeping with this, one of my least favourite sounds is the hum of mosquitos. Ever since I've acquired tinnitus, these buggers have become my silent nemisis' (or should that be nemisi?).

Thanks for stopping by.

Cheers,

Maso